RACHEL

kuhgehenmuhen @ 2006-07-07T20:55:00

2006-07-08T00:53:51Z

Going ghost hunting with KTO tonight.
peace.

kuhgehenmuhen @ 2006-07-07T14:38:00

2006-07-07T18:36:24Z

Im going for a bike ride.
I don't know when Ill be home.

god damnit.
I fucking hate everything right now.

..
ImissmyOLDlife.

kuhgehenmuhen @ 2006-07-07T13:39:00

2006-07-07T17:38:52Z

Yesterday, I was up for 25 hours.
I woke up 4 pm two days ago, and stayed uppppp with andrea.
9:30am yesterday, me and Andrea walked up to Mount Clemens and took a shitload of pictures. We ended up at the docks crying.
I was talking about Jimmy, n shit.
I don't know why! Like I didn't think about him, or talk about him in months.
Then I was crying over him?
I just fucking talked to Andrea n shit crying.
Then she started crying over Lyss.
Ughh!
So around 12:30 I was like, let's walk to the school.
Got to the highschool at 1:36 and walked around it in.
Sat on the bleachers for a bit.
Then played like little kids on the playground.
Walked back around 2:18
Got home at 4
I was up till 5, an hour later.
And just passed out.
I woke up today at 12.
Im scared to fall in love again.

kuhgehenmuhen @ 2006-07-03T02:50:00

2006-07-03T06:49:38Z

Busy day tomorrow.

Shower
Getting sushi
Eating it with Anthony
Buying Bee pocky since suncoast closed
Cleaning my room
Hanging with Anthony.

lmao
notsobusy.
but I'd like to think so.
Had a good day.

I can't keep my hands off of you.

2006-07-01T02:32:25Z

Today was plenty-o-fun. Spent the night at Andrea's. Me and Bobby watched Hostel as I tried desparately to get rid of whatever trojan infected this computer. I think I did good. Anyways fell asleep around 4 am, woke up to Anthony coming from Aimie's and he laid down with me. Aimie kept saying how I looked a lot different when I'm just woken up than regular life Rachel apperance. Anthony left minutes later (He is helping Aimie, and Ted [Aimies husband] move Aimies friend to Ohio. So the last time I saw him was about 15 minutes ago, because they ran out of Coffee at Ted's. Ted and I speak German to each other. So do me and Anthony. I like how this whole family speaks German. Oh! And their mommy official made it clear that I'm here more than her [not counting sleeping hours] and now I have a chore here. lmao. My blood work came in and I need to stop eating Carbs. My Cholesterol is SKY HIGH. lmao that's why I had such a weight gain. [I basically live on whole wheat crackers and rice cakes] lolol..Andrea, mommy and I got back from eating at Charleys about an hour ago. Tis was super gooood.

I went to Charleys in Anthonys grey pinstrip micheal jackson hat, and my big white and pink sunglasses. I looked schweet.
Andrea burped, and you have to say a color and whomever doesn't say a color last has to make a sex noise, and her mom beat me, and were in charleys and i moan. LMAO her mom was like fucking laughing so hard. Then the waiter didn't give us forks for our salads and we sat there eating our damn salads with our fingers and he kept passing us without realizing it.

My hair is super greesy. lmao I wanted it to stay straight for as long as possible since its like incredibly straight for once. lol I might go wash it soon. Eh yeah possibly.

nothing else to type other than my break has been awesome so far.

Aimie confessed her love for me like 34793 times when she woke me up. It was crazy. I love her and her ass of steel.

kuhgehenmuhen @ 2006-06-30T01:08:00

2006-06-30T05:08:51Z

I haven't updated in yearssss.

Im at andrea's, peace.

kuhgehenmuhen @ 2006-06-18T14:53:00

2006-06-18T18:52:31Z

I've been at Jennifers for the last two days. Ughhhh, I got soooooo much sun. lmao. I don't really feel like updating. I'm going for a walk soon, starting my diet today. FSDOFHDF :D:D
bored.
bye

I didn't give up on you.

2006-06-13T03:27:06Z

Just an old friend coming over
Now to visit you and
That's what I've become
I let myself in
Though I know I'm not supposed to but
I never know when I'm done
And I see you fogging up the mirror
Vapor around your body glistens in the shower
And I wanna stay right here
And go down on you for an hour
Or stay and let the day just fade away
In a wild dedication
Take the moment of hope
And let it run
Never look back
At all the damage we have done now
To each other
To each other
To each other

But when I see you
It's like I'm staring down the sun
And I'm blinded
There's nothing left to do
and still I see you

I never believe that things that they happen for a reason
And they never go as planned
I wanted to thank you for a vision that was lost that you returned
But you're past where you understand
Now her appetite is blown
Little else is known
'cept she's a little angry
Grabs a towel, looks away
The heat fades with the day
And I fall down on what to say
oh something clean, let me be clever
Hey oh well, whatever
But that's not what I mean
Where we're been has left us burnt still
I wont turn now from a fight
You know I'll never win

So when I see you
you know all the things I've done
and I am blinded
Like I'm staring down the sun
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
It's like I'm staring down the sun
Yeah!

(Hey! I'm Blinded!)

Time it passes and it tells us what we're left with
We become the things we do
Me, I'm a fool spent from defiance, yeah you got me but
I didn't give up on you
Icarus is not a t-shirt or a swan song, no
he is born again and
It's not easy being me
When I can't promise I will mend
Or bend when you believe
That we are fixed now from our birth
And I've just fallen back to earth
Still you know I'll try again
Cause I believe that we are lucky
We are golden We have stolen manners in the days when we were one

So when I see you
In spite of all that we've become
I'm still blinded
But I'm still staring down the sun
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
Oh yeah
I'm still staring down the sun
Oh yeah
I'm still staring down the sun
Oh yeah
Well I'm still staring down the sun
I'm blinded When I see you